Publications and presentations are part of research. For my first paper back in 1998, I was a co-author. I also had to present the paper at the conference. This was nerve-racking, somehow I managed. I got better in writing and presenting over time.
The list here should be failry complete. I tried to provide as much information and links possible for each item. Most of them have links to full-text PDF versions, many hosted by ResearchGate. If you can't find a full-text version let me know, I can provide them.
The list is also available as standalone _HTML_ (link:https://vdmeer.github.io/skb/library/vdm.html[skb-web]) and _PDF_ (link:https://vdmeer.github.io/skb/library/vdm.pdf[skb-web]).